UPDATE Sept 17 See my book

"America sided with the pedophile priests, and soon after, the nation fell"

being written in progress online at https://cityofangelslady.blogspot.com/2024/09/prologue.html

The Eternal Journalist

At one point in my life my own father tried to kill me when I was about five, the story is on my blog in cofa2 somewhere don’t want to link it now. Point is when I fell out of the dump truck onto the ground everyone said I died, or seemed to be dead, then I “popped back up” and started running around like a chicken with its head cut off, that's what my aunt used to say. Looking at the time and circumstance, it's likely my dad felt he had to pedicide me to make me stop babbling about Father Horne.  

Then several times in my life my behavior got me very close to dead, but something always rescued me. 

When I found myself the only journalist writing about the pedophile priests in 2007, I began to wonder, did I really die that day in the dump outside Bartlett Illinois? Sometimes I even wonder if I'm Kathryn anymore since that day; perhaps another entity entered me, knowing that at some point I was going to be the only journalist writing about the pedophile priests whose crimes were at the bottom of all that outrageous behavior, and I’d have to blog about it. 

Even now when I don't write about that subject anymore, I feel so COMPELLED sometimes to blog and post comments and point out evil and corruption and crimes against innocent persons. I even started to fantasize at one point, saying- 

I'm an eternal journalist, I travel the universe to different planets where I enter and live and work as a journalist / communicator in whatever medium they use there to rid that world of some indecency against life that is taking place there.  

And I'm still here on Earth after 76 years so wonder what I’ll write next.

This priest shit is coming up so much so often lately that I may have to start blogging at CofA 12 for awhile

A big part of the pedophile priest story that still has not come out is how the world lost the contributions of people like me. I think of all the jobs I had that I lost because of the weird sexual behavior planted in me by the fingers of a pervert priest. I could have been a contender, instead I'm a broke blogger. I have this incredible gift of a brain that absorbs data and details in seconds and figures out what's happening, I had so many Journalism jobs that should have led to success. I always screwed it up by screwing the wrong person, or rather persons. The brain part is the worst. I could have been so much more I'm so smart and capable, but the behavior caused by sexual molestation at age 5-6 screwed me up before I even got started. “Father Horne he’s so handsome” as mom used to say.

UPDATE Sept 17 See my book

"America sided with the pedophile priests, and soon after, the nation fell"

being written in progress online at https://cityofangelslady.blogspot.com/2024/09/prologue.html