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Saturday, February 6, 2016

Follow up, to previous post:
In 5 calls to Medicare Friday, I learned the letter James Geoly, attorney to the Chicago Archbishop, sent them said that my damages were from an incident in 2013. As a result, Medicare has been after me to pay back medical costs since 2013, and my settlement check has not been released. So although Medicare will not send me a copy of the letter, I now have it confirmed that lawyers for the church were once again fucking with me as a pedophile priest victim, while making it look like the church was being "pastoral." Remember they settled my case while the Pope was here last September, which ended up keeping me from blogging anything negative about the guy. I Hate This Church and really wonder about people who still go there, what the heck are you thinking? 

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Church Screws with Pedophile Priest Victim in creative ways

How the Church screwed with me as a pedophile priest victim who also wrote a blog about the crimes: Last September they offered a small settlement which I accepted as I need dental work. But Then the money never came, instead the Chicago Archbishop's lawyer sent letters to the IRS, CA Tax Franchise Board, and Medicare telling them something, I have not yet gotten a copy of the letters. The result is now All Three of those entities are in my life trying to squeeze what little money I have out of me for bogus claims, and The Settlement Check from the Church Never Came. It was all just another way of harassing me for doing this blog and being a pedophile priest victim who would not keep quiet. So ... right, great work the Catholic Church does for the world. Here is where it all started

Monday, January 25, 2016

Archbishop of Chicago has destroyed my faith, maybe permanently, someone tell the Pope

The Archbishop of Chicago needs to realize that the dirty tricks he is playing on me through his lawyers to block settlement of my lawsuit, filed bk of a pedophile priest raping me when I was age five and supposedly settled last September, has been the Last Nail in the Coffin of whatever faith I once had in God or even a "higher power" and the world needs to know that while the Catholic Church professes to give the victims of these crimes "pastoral care" and love and compassion, what they really are doing is screwing with us, using our lawsuits and lawyers to harass us, and Destroying Whatever Faith we may have once had. Destroying it. That's what the Archbishop of Chicago has done to me, destroyed what little faith I once had.

thanks for the image, Ted

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

The Church and Archbishop of Chicago still f---ing with me 4 Months after my lawsuit settled.

UPDATE: The week they said they were settling my case last September, I got letters from the IRS, the state of California Franchise Tax Board, and Medicare, all telling me I suddenly owe them money for things that make no sense. Thanks, Catholic Church, for showing your true colors, and NEVER sending me my settlement check, just sending letters to tax boards so I would continue to be harassed because I refused to take down this blog when you tried to make me in 2011.  (Jan 20, 2016)

For the record: I have not gotten my check from lawsuit that settled Last September bk the lawyer for the Archbishop of Chicago, James Geoly, sent a letter to Medicare that caused everything to get stalled while Medicare gets involved with it, Just To Fuck With Me Some More!!! Even Medicare does not know why they got called into it, It Is All Just Another Way for the Catholic Church to screw with a pedophile priest victim behind the scenes while lying to the public and parishioners that they are concerned and care about us. ALL THEY WANT TO DO IS MESS WITH US.

they get to call themselves pastoral, the Catholic Church, with all the benefits that go with being benevolent, when all they really are is Corporate Thugs.

Friday, January 1, 2016

They're Everywhere, They're Everywhere

Small World department, John Brown you should appreciate this. I'm trying to find affordable housing and learn about this great place, so I get the rental application. The property is run by Mercy Housing Management. Something about the name bothered me, so I did a little Google search, turns out these apartments are run by an investment arm of Sisters of Mercy who ran a wonderful orphanage in Toowoomba, Australia, where a great deal of abuse took place. . . including by the infamous Father Kevin Baker (the sisterhood is also a major player in the Ryan Report on child abuse in Ireland). So now I'm scared to move into the place, if they even accept my application, as they'd probably bug my home and put another key stroke reader on my laptop like the Archbishop of Chicago did to me in 2011. This is so frustrating as I am living in a slummy motel room and the town homes these people manage are perfect for me. So I'm wondering, do I write them a letter begging for mercy and asking them to let me have an apartment there even though my blog helped to prove the whole dang church is run by criminals who aided and abetted pedophile priests? I mean, this complex is in the best location near buses and shopping here in South Lake Tahoe, I really want to live there. Or do I just keep looking for something else? The latter is probably the best course of action. So frustrating.


Meanwhile next morning:

I've been to the same apartment complex so many times in my dreams that when I wake up, I try to remember what city it's in, until I realize the place only exists in my dreams. It's a collection of structures on rolling hills that feels like Northern California. I'm always with Lizzie in the dream and we're always moving in, and since we've always been looking for a home, in dreams and in real life, we're so happy to have found this place.
Last night we'd gotten a two bedroom with a creative layout, lots of windows, and the guy was saying "It's only two thirty a month because it's subsidized." Lizzie hugged me. It was this wonderful hug that I felt through the blankets and I carried it with me for several hours into the morning.
She posted New Year's Eve on her Facebook timeline that she was "In HELL" and included a phone number with words to whoever read it, "call me." So I called her but my call went straight to voicemail, the way it does when a person has programmed a phone to avoid calls from that number. Lizzie posted last night that her life has been hell for the past year. I want to point out that her life has been hell since she became hostile to her mother. But I'm afraid to say anything that will cause her to once again block me on Facebook completely. So instead I leave a voicemail saying, "Please call me back, we could be helping each other right now," even though I know she probably won’t even listen to the message.
She's cut me so for far out of her life that all I can do is watch her slip through more cracks while I keep my distance, this is so hard, so hard.

Kay Ebeling whatever changed her it happened while I was in Chicago trying to dig up the truth about my case. . .
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(FB Friend Name deleted) They got to her. It is easy. She may have been pre-programmed and not even know it. In my sisters case it is astounding she would make [the comments she made] since she does not give a rats ass about the Catholic Church, she is not a practicing Catholic, but the way the brainwashing works is that you believe these thoughts are your very own so in the face of reason you still stay brainwashed.
SIgh - 
Not just L.A. the City of Angels is Everywhere

Friday, October 16, 2015

Tom McCarthy quotes SNAP in the news and I lose interest in Spotlight the movie. Why bother, when everything you do will get damage controlled away.

Update Oct. 30, 2015, So Predictable. Almost every story now about the film that mentions survivors quotes Clohessy when I bet a lot of people would rather hear from the Boston victims. SNAP always steps in and takes the microphone, preventing anyone else from being heard unless SNAP selects them. Hello! That's called Damage Control. No one chose SNAP to run the movement, they just are always there, no matter where the story breaks, there is Clohessy or Blaine taking center stage, telling the world all the great things SNAP does for survivors and reporters write it down as truth. SNAP does not do anything for survivors except show up at news events and prevent other victims from having a voice. Is there a real journalist out there ANYWHERE who will write this story and expose this scam, this counter intelligence conducted by the Catholic Church as yet another way to screw the pedophile priest victims? Anyone?

UPDATE November 14, 2015: SNAP had Two Years to prepare for the release of Spotlight. So what are they doing? Blaine is "retweeting" reviews of Spotlight. Last week they announced a petition to the Pope asking him to change and sent an email encouraging people to go see the film. That's it.  No use of the SNAP branches in cities all over the country, no activism that involves the "thousands" of SNAP members.  If Anyone Still Believes this organization is working for survivors, please stop living in denial of the lengths to which the Church will go to keep the truth of these crimes hidden. So survivors get YET ANOTHER missed opportunity by the group that sucked up the contact information in every city, so no one else could organize anything. If you wonder why it seems as if nothing happened last twenty years and the church was not affected by the pedophile priest crimes, look no farther.  

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

I am working on my story 
Faster Than the Speed of Life 
at CofA 15 for a while

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Copy/Paste, send to your friends, please

New Hashtag for pedophile priest crimes like Pope Said to
Pope Admits Bishops Guilty of Coverup in Pedophile priest crimes, Astounding so What Next? 
or just 

Monday, September 28, 2015

Going to hold you to this, Francis

"One must not cover those things up. Those who covered this up are guilty, even some bishops who covered it up." Pope Francis on plane back to Europe yesterday morning. "God weeps for the sexual abuse of children. These cannot be maintained in secret." In his final speech to the bishops. 

“I hold the stories and the suffering and the sorry of children who were sexually abused by priests deep in my heart,” Francis said, during a visit to St. Charles Borromeo seminary.
“I remain overwhelmed with shame that men entrusted with the tender care of children violated these little ones and caused grievous harm. I am profoundly sorry. God weeps.”
“The crimes and sins of the sexual abuse of children must no longer be held in secret. I pledge the zealous vigilance of the church to protect children and the promise of accountability for all.”
We'll see.
He did say he pledges a "promise of accountability," which to me means
Prosecute The Bishops 
on a federal level for best results
Meanwhile I think the difference between what the Pope said to the bishops about pedophile priests when he arrived in the U.S. and what he said to them when he left is astounding. 
Posted by:
Kay Ebeling
Producer, City of Angels Blog
Not just L.A., the City of Angels Is Everywhere

Kay finally gets Confirmation

no sacrament, just confirmation

i am getting a settlement lawyer just called it's paltry but I will finally get new teeth, sigh and a settlement is Closure and Confirmation, hah funny word, I finally got Confirmation in the Catholic Church- there has got to be a blog post in that.

    Kay Finally Gets Confirmation is working title. Archdiocese lawyers were astonished when I told them I'd never gotten Sacrament of Confirmation during that meeting in 2011. Now I've been Confirmed.
    Maybe 'someone' called the archbishop of Chicago after reading my posts here last week and told him to send her a frigging check. . . 

Bishops are the Real Criminals, Not Pedophile Priests

Prosecute the bishops on a federal level 

In the last week of papal news, when it got to the topic of pedophile priests, everyone seemed to repeat that the bishops should be removed from office and the pervert priests should be in prison.

I think it's the other way around.

The priests should have been taken out of office and the bishops should be in prison. Pedophile priests were sick men who should not have had access to children once it became obvious what they were doing with the children. Pedophilia is a sickness. 

Bishops committed serial felonies when they repeated the same pattern of transferring priests, paying off victims to be silent, and covering up the crimes in almost every city in the United States. There has to have been some kind of collusion from the beginning, at the top, or the same pattern of coverup would not have happened in almost every archdiocese in the United States. 

Transferring the pervert priests to another location where they could continue to predate until they got caught again is a pattern of felonies on a federal level committed by the bishops. Yet I don't remember hearing any of our spokespersons mention that critical part of the decades long crime epidemic in the ubiquitous coverage of the Pope last week, although I have to admit, I did not see all of it. 

So I wish reporters would ask tougher questions, dig deeper than a paid spokesperson for the story. Stop focusing on the pedophile priests, they're not the bad guys here.  It's the bishops who aided and abetted and covered up the crimes, using every means possible and all you have to do is look at what happened in my life to see just how far they will go to keep just one little old lady blogging from a slum SRO in Tahoe from exposing them.

The perp priests are not on their own capable of the massive crimes that happened on a national and apparently international level in the Roman Catholic Church in the way they apparently let the priests have sex with children.  In pursuit of justice, focusing on the sick priests instead of the criminal bishops who kept them in neighborhood churches with access to children is going in the wrong direction.

The sound byte should be: Prosecute the bishops on a federal level.
Federal indictments probably would have happened in 2010 if Eric Holder hadn’t been the Attorney General (how soon we forget). If the federal government can investigate these crimes in Australia and Ireland, why can't they do it here. 
Kay Ebeling
Producer, City of Angels Blog

(Cartoon comes from Papal Conference of the Philippines, honest, it was on Google images from their website)

Not just L.A., the City of Angels Is Everywhere

Sunday, September 27, 2015

Someone finally prosecutes an Archdiocese. And it's only for 3 Misdemeanors.

Wish I could go with my laptop and cover this trial

Catholic archdiocese in Minnesota charged in priest sex abuse

On Friday, Ramsey County prosecutor John Choi leveled six counts at the archdiocese of Saint Paul and Minneapolis. He accused it of encouraging, causing or contributing to the sexual abuse of three victims by a priest in 2010 and 2011.
Each count is a "gross misdemeanor," and ... (Continue reading here at CNN)
Aw sh-- all they got out of this was three misdemeanors?
Big fat elephant in the room

From David O'Regan's Facebook page, as I find out more about credits, I will post.-ke
Seems like every time SNAP was in the news last week they repeated the talking point that Archdioceses should list the names of perpetrator priests on their websites.Yet they never mentioned that Bishop Accountability already has a website that lists Four Thousand pedophile priests in alphabetical order, with links to every news story about them. Which is a weird kind of forgetfulness on the part of SNAP, although they do make it easy for reporters. SNAP is always there with a sound byte, no need for journalists to do any digging.  Good morning.

Friday, September 25, 2015

Anyone else notice?

In same speech where Pope thanked the U.S. bishops for how they handled the pedophile priest crisis, he lionized the founder of Catholic Worker, the organization Barbara Blaine worked for when she started SNAP, anyone else notice? Weird connections between SNAP and the Church at a very high level like these documents at CofA 8 just never stop. I fist linked those docs at this story about my experience with SNAP written in 2011 and I really just want to go swimming now. Wish an objective journalist would investigate what was really done to the pedophile priest victims through the counter-intelligence group set up by U.S. bishops known as SNAP, so that I could retire. 

Barbara Blaine - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Barbara Blaine is the founder and president of Survivors Network of those Abused by ...She then held a decade-long position with the Catholic Worker, a social  ...

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National Catholic Reporter
Jul 6, 2015 - Barbara Blaine, holding a photo of herself as a child, protests at the Vatican 


Right after the Pope's speech to Congress, Blaine sent out this strange email:to so many of her lists that even I got one.

The whole SNAP thing continues to be
The story will not go away

Posted by
Kay Ebeling
Producer, City of Angels Blog
Not just L.A., the City of Angels Is Everywhere
HOW I RESPONDED TO THE POPE's SPEECH thanking the bishops:

To the Pope, US bishops Really Have done a great job with the pedophile priest issue. They were never prosecuted.‪#‎SpotlightMovie‬ -