I'm crippled most of the time, unable to walk, because of what I think is lupus but without health care I don't know for sure what it is. I have no way to get a diagnosis, let alone treatment. I have other medical issues I'll be able to address when I get back to California, as well. My teeth are falling out, I'm using drug store eye glasses. When I get back to California hopefully I'll be able to tend to all these issues and feel good enough to start blogging again.